What a Monday....
today has been a really quiet day....there was not traffice on the freeway. i guess a lot of people decided to take today off...i should have...but since i was already gone for cku and today is the day to check all my reports...i thought i would come in a tackle all my work...so far...i'm not able to do that...since i can't get on our system to verify or check anything...it would of been nice if they would had emailed us on friday...let us know that we wouldn't be able to access the system...then maybe...i would of took this day off...oh...it's quiet at least and lunch is around the corner.
i have decided to start read the purpose-driven life again...this time...i'm going to finish...with that in mind...i will start posting my comments...i think this will make it easier for me to read each chapter every day and reflect my thoughts and beliefs:
Day 1
i can start each day with a prayer instead of the news. even though the news is important i truly need to start my day with a positive thought or a positve prayer and keep those thought/prayers on my mind during the day....because with God...i wouldn't be anything and i definitely wouldn't have what i have now. i need to also embrace my spiritual side by remembing my scripture verse, sing more and praising God more than what i'm doing now...i was thinking my creating a scripture tag booklet that i can keep with me or just to have one on my desk and one definitely in my purse...so when i have free time..instead of reading us anything i could be learning new scriptures,,,plus this would remind me to prasie God more and let him know that i do love Him.
Day 2
day two is kind of hard for me.....,,,,i know God created me and He created me for a purpose(not sure what the purpose is)...still trying to find my purpose....i guess i have to admit that i'm struggling to accept what i should be doing....i know i should be prasing God and living my life like Jesus did and doing the right thing....but sometimes i slip back and do the wrong thingsss...even though i know i shouldn't...but i do...and i know God knows that i'm going to slip...but the best part about it...is that He loves me anyway...and i that Him for that....i need to stand strong and worship my Lord....every day...every minute and ever second...because he is my rock...my foundation and i want to please him....i want to do right by Him. i also need to let stuff go....things that had in the past is the past...i'm trying to do that and i actually think i'm doing that...sometimes i remember things and get mad...that's when i need to stop and pray...because i have asked for forgiveness and Jesus has forgiven me...but i don't think i have truly forgiven myself...and i need too...i have forgiven people who have hurt me and i have ask for forgiveness for the people i have hurt....i know God created me along time ago before i was borned and he already knew what mistakes and accomplishments that i would do...but i need to accept that God made me into what he wanted me to be and i need to accept that and go forward and love myself and love my God.
Day 3
ihave to say..my family and friends would have to say that my driving force is to please everyone. they all know that i try to make everyone happy and try to make them feel comfortable...that's me and i know that i can't make everyone happy and truthfully...the only person that should matter is God...because he is my creator and my true Father on earth and in heaven....items on earth are nice...but the bigger picture is that earth is earth ... but heaven is where i want to be....because this is just a practice run....God has a better place in heaven for me and others....He has already decided when i was borned and when i will be leaving this earth to join him.
ok...that was good...now my break is over...back to work it go,,.,,,,,
be blessed ;-)
i have decided to start read the purpose-driven life again...this time...i'm going to finish...with that in mind...i will start posting my comments...i think this will make it easier for me to read each chapter every day and reflect my thoughts and beliefs:
Day 1
i can start each day with a prayer instead of the news. even though the news is important i truly need to start my day with a positive thought or a positve prayer and keep those thought/prayers on my mind during the day....because with God...i wouldn't be anything and i definitely wouldn't have what i have now. i need to also embrace my spiritual side by remembing my scripture verse, sing more and praising God more than what i'm doing now...i was thinking my creating a scripture tag booklet that i can keep with me or just to have one on my desk and one definitely in my purse...so when i have free time..instead of reading us anything i could be learning new scriptures,,,plus this would remind me to prasie God more and let him know that i do love Him.
Day 2
day two is kind of hard for me.....,,,,i know God created me and He created me for a purpose(not sure what the purpose is)...still trying to find my purpose....i guess i have to admit that i'm struggling to accept what i should be doing....i know i should be prasing God and living my life like Jesus did and doing the right thing....but sometimes i slip back and do the wrong thingsss...even though i know i shouldn't...but i do...and i know God knows that i'm going to slip...but the best part about it...is that He loves me anyway...and i that Him for that....i need to stand strong and worship my Lord....every day...every minute and ever second...because he is my rock...my foundation and i want to please him....i want to do right by Him. i also need to let stuff go....things that had in the past is the past...i'm trying to do that and i actually think i'm doing that...sometimes i remember things and get mad...that's when i need to stop and pray...because i have asked for forgiveness and Jesus has forgiven me...but i don't think i have truly forgiven myself...and i need too...i have forgiven people who have hurt me and i have ask for forgiveness for the people i have hurt....i know God created me along time ago before i was borned and he already knew what mistakes and accomplishments that i would do...but i need to accept that God made me into what he wanted me to be and i need to accept that and go forward and love myself and love my God.
Day 3
ihave to say..my family and friends would have to say that my driving force is to please everyone. they all know that i try to make everyone happy and try to make them feel comfortable...that's me and i know that i can't make everyone happy and truthfully...the only person that should matter is God...because he is my creator and my true Father on earth and in heaven....items on earth are nice...but the bigger picture is that earth is earth ... but heaven is where i want to be....because this is just a practice run....God has a better place in heaven for me and others....He has already decided when i was borned and when i will be leaving this earth to join him.
ok...that was good...now my break is over...back to work it go,,.,,,,,
be blessed ;-)
posted by Rhonda at 1:40 PM
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