Today....

oh...today has been a pretty warm day. the strange part about today's weather is that is warmer in my office than outside. to bad i can't work outside i would really enjoy it and i think...i know it would be a lot nicer....oh...well...

i have so much stuff that needs to be done....i don't know where to start....maybe i should start making a list so that i could cross off the items that i have already completed and that might make me stay focus...if that i could happen....

let see...what should i put on my to do list:

1. clean up my desk
2. purge all old files and papers
3. clear out my vm messages
4. check my emails
5. go threw my file cabinet

that's a really good list that i should be able to stick tooo...yayyyy!!!

this isn't a very good picture of me...but i promised myself that i would upload at least one photo from the CD tommy gave me. we had a wonderful time taking pictures with tommy a couple of saturdays ago. i you wouldn't know this...but my two boys are actually standing by me playing around..but...tommy wanted to get a close up on me and he definitely did...i have to say.

Oh.......i guess i'll take a little walk...i should go to albertson and get something for dinner...but i'll won't....not sure why i'm being sooo lazy...but i am for some reason....

;-)

Thank Goodness It's Friday.....Yayyyyy

today is friday...but...what a warm friday it is. At least our side of the lights are turned off and i definitely have my fan on full blast...so hopefully i'll be able to stay cool today...yesterday was a different story....it was sooo warm and still yesterday was a very busy day here at work...that meant that a lot of people was coming in and out of our office. all that body heat wasn't keeping our office cool...oh...well!!!

Tommy...drop of a cd yesterday withl the pictures he took a couple of Saturday's....so i decided that i would post them. They all came out really good. So I decided that i would post some of them. Tommy...really out did himself this time. I actually always say that....because he actually do. I am sooo blessed to be his neighbor and friend.

Here are my boys....OMGoodness my boys are growing up! I can remember when they were just 2yrs old playing in the front yard...now...their 14yrs old and heading off to the 9th grade. Time truly flies.... when you're have fun. I am really enjoying watching grow into themself. They are wonderful boys....and I'm very proud of them!!!

Thank You God!!!

Well...what can I say about these two young ladies. The one of the left is my niece Kayla and the one on the right is my daughter Brittney. They are sooo funny....It's really hard to keep these two apart. They think of each other as sister. That is 2cute!!!! I have to admitt....my sister and i actually dress them up like twins. They are close in size and that makes it easy to buy them the same clothes and they really like dress up the same. What beautiful young ladies they are. They can sometimes get to busy....but they are truly girls and I have to say Thank You God for this blessing.

Well...let me get back and finish up my day.....unitil then

Be Blessed :-)

Wow....Today is almost over....

i can't believe it....even though i came in at 7:30am...it's about 4:51 and I'll be leaving in a couple of minutues....go figure...this day just flew by....I have been meaning to update my blog each day...and i never did....so...i have to make sure...when i take my breaks to aleast write down in my blog what's going on with me, my family, the purpose life and church...oh...while... let me shut down now....so i can pick up the kids...we're going to the musical at the marriott hotel...this week is my church United Holy Convocation this week....i'm sooo excited~~~ ;-)

What a Monday....

today has been a really quiet day....there was not traffice on the freeway. i guess a lot of people decided to take today off...i should have...but since i was already gone for cku and today is the day to check all my reports...i thought i would come in a tackle all my work...so far...i'm not able to do that...since i can't get on our system to verify or check anything...it would of been nice if they would had emailed us on friday...let us know that we wouldn't be able to access the system...then maybe...i would of took this day off...oh...it's quiet at least and lunch is around the corner.

i have decided to start read the purpose-driven life again...this time...i'm going to finish...with that in mind...i will start posting my comments...i think this will make it easier for me to read each chapter every day and reflect my thoughts and beliefs:

Day 1
i can start each day with a prayer instead of the news. even though the news is important i truly need to start my day with a positive thought or a positve prayer and keep those thought/prayers on my mind during the day....because with God...i wouldn't be anything and i definitely wouldn't have what i have now. i need to also embrace my spiritual side by remembing my scripture verse, sing more and praising God more than what i'm doing now...i was thinking my creating a scripture tag booklet that i can keep with me or just to have one on my desk and one definitely in my purse...so when i have free time..instead of reading us anything i could be learning new scriptures,,,plus this would remind me to prasie God more and let him know that i do love Him.

Day 2
day two is kind of hard for me.....,,,,i know God created me and He created me for a purpose(not sure what the purpose is)...still trying to find my purpose....i guess i have to admit that i'm struggling to accept what i should be doing....i know i should be prasing God and living my life like Jesus did and doing the right thing....but sometimes i slip back and do the wrong thingsss...even though i know i shouldn't...but i do...and i know God knows that i'm going to slip...but the best part about it...is that He loves me anyway...and i that Him for that....i need to stand strong and worship my Lord....every day...every minute and ever second...because he is my rock...my foundation and i want to please him....i want to do right by Him. i also need to let stuff go....things that had in the past is the past...i'm trying to do that and i actually think i'm doing that...sometimes i remember things and get mad...that's when i need to stop and pray...because i have asked for forgiveness and Jesus has forgiven me...but i don't think i have truly forgiven myself...and i need too...i have forgiven people who have hurt me and i have ask for forgiveness for the people i have hurt....i know God created me along time ago before i was borned and he already knew what mistakes and accomplishments that i would do...but i need to accept that God made me into what he wanted me to be and i need to accept that and go forward and love myself and love my God.

Day 3
ihave to say..my family and friends would have to say that my driving force is to please everyone. they all know that i try to make everyone happy and try to make them feel comfortable...that's me and i know that i can't make everyone happy and truthfully...the only person that should matter is God...because he is my creator and my true Father on earth and in heaven....items on earth are nice...but the bigger picture is that earth is earth ... but heaven is where i want to be....because this is just a practice run....God has a better place in heaven for me and others....He has already decided when i was borned and when i will be leaving this earth to join him.

ok...that was good...now my break is over...back to work it go,,.,,,,,

be blessed ;-)

Saturday.....

today turned out to be a great day. i was able to sign up the boys for the teen's summer reading program. anna was very helpful and she let me sign up a couple minutes before the library opened out...that was nice of her. i seen crystal and reggie...they was working hard today...ms.paulette was there yet...after leaving the library...i just came home....i kind what to stop by starbucks for some great coffee...but...i thought i would head home and start cleaning up before everyone returned. my parents to all the grandkids to denny's for breakfast...actually...my sister and her husband went tooo...if...i'm not mistaken...oh..well....so...by the time i did make it home everyone was there...the boys was watching cartoons and britt was watching scoobyyy doooo in the living....since i wanted to clean up the tv room...i had everyone to go outside and play for a while....while the kids was outside...i was able to clean and purge all my scrapbooking items...i didn't think i had alot...but i actually do....know i have more..since i've return my san jose cku(where i had a blast....i meet so many wonderful ladies...especially my secret sisters...diana,margo,another diana and dana(i think)...awesome time i had)....can't wait to see where next year cku will be at...hopefully in la....yeah.!!!today is july 1st and i will be starting to read the purpose drive life.. rachelle is reading it to again...she actually starting over...so now we will be able to talk about each chapters...i can't wait...i know this will help me toward my purpose to get move connected with God..Jesus too....since i'm going to be reading this book...i've decided that i will post my thoughts and comments on my blog...so...i'll be able to reflect on my thoughts for that day....i'm tired and i have little kayla spending the night and the girls want's to do craft and the boys want to play their new vided game sandra bought them..so i need to get of the computer and get everyone settle and also get myself ready for church tomorrow...britt not going..she's going to a birthday party with san...and kayla....i'm not sure if the boys are going...i'll see in the morning...ok..blesesed!!